Lindsay Hopkins

: l0l_lindss; April 6th, 21:23

dan's finally home from training in north carolina wooot =D
tyler comes home in two weeks! so ill be in new jersey april 16th-18th. im soo excited! he got to finally call me the other day so i was wicked pumped, hes been sick with a 104 fever so im glad he's better. i cant wait until he comes home, i miss him so muchh.
schools wicked gay and boring, and annoying. i cant wait to get out of here! only like 6 or something weeks left, and were graduating on my 18th birthday so yeahh im soouuuuppped!

i really need to get a prom dress lol. ive barely even looked for one yet. i went to wishing well and they had a few that i liked, so did davids bridal, but i didnt get one.. obviously.

im friends with kayla again, i realized i was like mad at her/didnt want to be friends with her, for like no reason, or atleast, no GOOD reason. so yeah im glad to be hanging out with her again, i missed her fires and going out with her to the mall and stuff. i just cant wait for the summer so i can start really hanging out with my girls.. seeing as dan will be gone ugh =/ but its okay i guess, ill be able to see him for a week while hes down there i think, and its good cuz ill be able to hang out with my friends for once lol.

my room is such a mess cuz i tried pulling everything out of everywhereeee to clean my room, and throw shit away, but now everythings just scattered cuz i pulled everything out all at once lol. so im gonna have to clean that right aboutt noww.

goodnight (=

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: l0l_lindss; January 29th, 21:03

Haha. Reading old posts on my LJ is so funny. Like when I said that I hope things work out with Dan.. a year and five months later, I love him. But anywayss..

Well, so far my life is getting much better.. My dad is recovering well, and it's really good to see the old dad back again.

I've chosen the college I'm going to: Eastern Connecticut State University and I'm going to play field hockey for them too, so I'm sooo excitedd!

My brother has decided to join the Coast Guard, so he's leaving in March, which sucks, 12 weeks.. but I'm happy for him and proud of him. I'm really glad that he'll be home for my graduation..

Unfortuantely, Dan's going to A School May 31st til like late August.. for the USCG, he's going to learn everything he has to know/do w.e for his job.. Boatswains mate.. i think thats how you spell it lol. So yeah he's not going to be home for my 18th birthday/graduation (june 5th!) I tried to get him to decide to come home but its like 400$ there and back.. way too expensive =/

I really hope I get a turtle for my birthday or something.. from him really, but if not from him, anyone. I want a turtle sooo baddd. Like a little baby sun turtle that can fit in my hand :)

I'm so glad that I'm getting to be better friends with Lauren and Kayla. They're such good people to be around.. We like the same things, for the most part, and I know I can't get into trouble with them lol. As for Ashley, well fuck her. I know LJ isn't for talking shit.. but I'm stating the facts here: I hate her, want nothing to do with her ever again, and she's the most terrible, selfish, greedy, shitty person I've ever met, known, or been friends with. I'm sorry that none of you have noticed this yet, but hopefully soon you will.

Now, my mom keeps saying to me, why don't you hang out with your friends more instead of Dan all the time. But, frankly, I'm going to college where I'm going to meet the real friends I'll have forever(hopefully). I want to move into my dorm thinking "OMG IM SO EXCITEDD TO MEET NEW PPL!!!" and not "ugh =/ i miss my friends already"... Like honestly, why establish really good friendships now? To me it's just pointless.

At first, I really wanted to go to Framingham State College, and then Dan told me he wanted to transfer there, so I wanted to go even more.. but then the field hockey coach called and said he wasn't coaching anymore.. the art classes were so few and boring.. there was like 20 classes that I could take opposed to ECSU where there's at least like 50, and wicked cool ones like magazine design. So, more and more I wanted to go to ECSU but I was dwindling on the idea that Dan was going to go to Framingham.. but not until he realized that Crim. Justice wasn't offered at FSC did I realize that he was the reason I was going to choose FSC. But now, I'm kinda of glad, because now the case can run it's own course.. I didn't have to decide on our future (persay) or how it'd end up.. and I know that I wouldn't regret choosing one or the other..
All I was thinking about was like.. what if I go to FSC and realize I really wanted to go to Eastern, or vice versa.. what if I realize that wow I wish I was here on my own.. seeing as he got his own freshman yr at college, I want mine too. I was afraid, and pretty much kneww, that I was going to be with him all the time, and that if I made any friends because of that, they'd be pissed cuz I'd be ditching them cuz I'd wanna be with him.

But, now all I know is that I'm so fucking excited.. excuse the langguageee.. but seriously, I am. I'm trying to find a roommate, instead of being stuck with one, but I'm not sure if I'd rather it be a suprise or not.. idk yet lol.

I met a few girls on facebook that are going, but they're all living in the suite-style dorms, and I'm not, so idkk. But I'm sure I'll be fine, I'll fill out the roommate survey, and surely I'll find a good match.

I love my car now, except I hate the no-center-console business and that I can't plug my iPod into the tape deck, so I have to tune it to a radio station, so when it's snowing or something there's mad static. And I have to change the station from town to town. But it's worth not listening to the radio or buying CDs lol.

I can't wait for prom.. I just got a call from a DJ and he sounds pretty good, so hopefully we'll book him, but we're still looking around, and with DJ Nate.. So we'll seee! I'm so glad I decided to join the prom committee, cuz if proms sick.. like it's most likely going to be lol.. we'll all walk away from it being like "yeah.. i planned that shiyytttt!"

but yea my mom just texted me from downstairs: dishes. laundry. shower. homework. get off the computer. ughhh mothers ordersss.
so yay another day of new classes. yayy.

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: l0l_lindss; December 29th, 2007

<3
thats all folks.

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: l0l_lindss; December 14th, 2007

Mood:: loved

i'd have to start off by saying that i love my baby, aka my boyfriend. dan chicoine =) he honestly is the best thing thats ever happened to me. hes totally changed my view of my life, and the world, for the very best. every day i spend with him is absolutely amazing, and full of laughter, cutenesss, love, and happiness. and every day with out him, makes me just want him more, and miss him, and makes all the other days even more special. i wake up every morning anxiously waiting the moment where i see him dow the hallway with a huge grin on his face, because i know there's one on mine. he's honestly the "perfect boyfriend". that kinda boyfriend, that kind of love that every girl writes about in her profile, all those little cute quotes of those wishful moments, and those cute little times that are the littlest things, that you'll remember forever. i remember one night we were at lee's pond, just laying down, at like 1 in the morning, just laying down looking up at the sky, next thing we know, two shooting stars flew by, i smiled and looked at him, and i knew we would be together for sooo long, hopefully forever. every time that i think, wow what if something happens between us, and we decide to see other people, i get soo scared, and honestly can not imagine my life with anyone else. dan makes me so happy, and we've had so many memorable moments. and the fact that be best friends, not just a couple, makes it even better and more special. we've been together for three months and twelve days. i can say right now, that its been the best, most amazing past three months, twelve days, 22 hours, and 14 minutes of my life. =) whenever people see us out somewhere, and im not with him or he's not with me, they always ask "Where's lindsay?" or "where's dannnn?" it always makes me smile because they all know were always together. the answer is usually like, "hah at work =)" haha. and i love how weer so alike. so many people tell us that haha =). and his mom's always sayingg it. we act exactly like each other all the time, and talk and make jokes and make fun of each other all the time hah :] but we lovee itt and alwaysssss have soo much funn. oh and another thing, we can like finish each others sentences and we always know what were thinking. it happened like 3 times today. i was about to say something, and didnt even have a chance to spit it out before he said it lol :)))))) i guess i could just sum it all up in four wordss. i love my boyfriend. four more.. and this is real.

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: l0l_lindss; August 13th, 2007

Mood:: sad

I don't think me and Alyssa are ever going to be friends again. She's hurt me so much and I really want to forgive her and be best friends again, because I love her and her family. But, it started when the whole "six" thing happened. I let it go because everyone gets in litte stupid cliques that usually only lasted a week. But then everytime I'd ask her to hang out, I'd always get the same response, "oh sorryy I'm hanging out with the six today." When we'd hang out it would always be so much fun but it seemed like we were just fading. And it just topped it off when she hooked up with Dan. I will NEVER forget that day and the day after when I found out. I haven't talked to her since I said "yeahh its okayy". Well its not okay when you friggen go hook up with the boy your BESTFRIEND reallllly likes. I miss hanging out with her, laughing, and just having so much fun together. I really want to fix everything, but its hard to forget that kind of stuff.

Ashley has been with me through all this, and I really don't know what I would do without her. I remember when me and Ashley got in hugeeee fight and didn't talk for like three months. I never thought I would ever be more than "hey ashley whats up" kind of friends with her. We were basically sisters, then everything fell apart. I'm sooo glad we pulled everything back together, because she's always there for me, when Alyssa isn't.

I hate "the six". well, I have no problem with them, just the clique part of it. They really don't realize what is changing with their friends because of it. Idk maybe its just me, but I feel so left out. Like there's something wrong with how I live my own fucking life. Who knows, probably because their parents don't give a shit what they do. Which means they can go party just about every night, sleep out every single night, have no jobs, get money whenever, however they want. One day its just going to bite them in the ass. I don't want to think about it this way, but one day somebody's really going to get hurt by all this. Whether its emotionally or physically, or even both. I would hate for anything to happen to them, but Junior year hasn't even started, and I'm already losing the best friend that I thought would be a lifelong friend.

And I feel like everyone is just going to say, 'ohh just talk it out with her, tell her what you said here'. It's really not that easy. And I figure she'll just say, 'yeahhh me too, sorrry girll'. Whatever, I've tried and I'vedone my part. I have no idea what's going to happen from here but I hate it and I just want everything back to it was about a month ago.

Except for Dan, I like him so much. I love being around him and laughing at the stupidest jokes; that no one really understands. It's okay though, because we do (: I really hope this goes somewhere with him and that whatever happens we'll stay best friends, if not more because I'd hate to lose him, even as a friend.

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: l0l_lindss; August 10th, 2007

Mood:: drained

Drained. Warped Tour was absoloutely amazing. I had soo much fun! There were soo many like sceneserious people haha. Some stupid girl punched me, ohh I got soooo mad. Everything was so expensive, like water 4$!? It was ridiculous, then people were crowd surfing on my face, someones bathingsuit top fell off and she kicked me in the face. A big Jamacain guy was crushing me and ugh it was so bad. I really thought I was going to die last night haha. But I'm so glad I went. I had the time of my life. I went with Ashley Courville and we met Amber Pacific. I love them, theyre so adorable and soo nicee :D I got such a sunburn. We saw Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Startline Line, Tiger Army, Amber Pacific, The Rocket Summer, Pepper, Flogging Molly, New Found Glory, Cute Is What We Aim For, and The Confession. Then after Rocket Summer, me and Ashley left to go back to her house. Then we walked to Dan's. I was so glad I got to see him :D He makes me soo happy. Ugh he never let me play pool. hah that biitchhhh. I got free Tag at warped so I got two and gave them to Dan; loll.
But yeah I'm grounded because I snuck out to Dan's, its terrible :( But my mom likes him enough to let him come over. So tomorrow after work, around like 630, he's coming over. Were probably going to watch Borat. I'm so pumped to see him :D
I'm at Carmen's right now with Beelam Danny Kerwin Kenny Davis Sammi Mencarini and Jen Finn. Were kind of watching Old School and really being shot by airsoft guns. They hurt soooo bad.

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: l0l_lindss; August 6th, 2007

Mood:: contemplative

To every child that loses its life, to every man, or woman killed in the line of duty, do oyu ever wonder what they had to offer in this world? To every person who has lost their life, what could they have done to help out in the future? One could have found a cure for cancer. Another could have developed new technology. Who knows, that one person could have been the next president.
No one thinks before they do something stupid, or say the wrong thing. The littlest things could get the next scientist, next president dead. I just wish things like this wouldn't happen.

Next time you do something, think
"What If?"

We all need something in life.
We all could do something in life.
Something that could change the world.
Just by one small action, you could go from 50 to 100%
Or to 0.

l0l_lindss

Lindsay Hopkins

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